Reconstructed Soul

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...kriuk2 hungryyy...I miss indonesian food so muuch...miss to eat at home...masakan bi'ah, delicious gurame fish with sayur asem, sayur lodeh with sambel ceng'e sambel pirik sambel nanas, sambel tomat dll..... sambel ajeee makannya :)).
Actually I was born in Palembang,,famous for its pempek, tekwan, model, kemplang, duren, mie celor, martabak har, es kacang, dll aaaaaaaaaaaahh sluuuuuuuuuurpp kriuk2 lagi...
My family always cook pempek and tekwan regularly every week...and the tekwan made by them was so so goooood!!!...so we eat different food eveyday because my mom from Java in Jogjakarta....
I'm on holiday now...last year I came back to my country, but this year I decided to spend the summer here...even my mom had pushed me to come back...sorry mom!
Waduuuuh laper....I watched even the video of Palembang's tourism..and yes there was a segment about culinar in that city...they showed martabak har and mie celor resto plus the ready-to-eat and served on the table of them....waaaaaaaaaaaa sluuuuuuuuuuuuurpppp.....
I did this because Danu, a friend of mine my uni mate in UI went there yesterday for do a training in local Bappeda office in SIG program. He asked me about the city, the life, the culturre...he thought there so many thugs (preman) there!! ehehhehehe...no no not all people there are preman.....many more nice people live there..also even everywhere there are always premans.
Actually it's been a long time I never visited the city again...I think the last time I was there maybe 7 years ago....sooo a long time. I heard that the city now is growing...economy is better with many development in urban structure, facilities and tourism destination...in short now Palembang is more modern...
Soooo...but for me I'm more interested for the food, there are so many spots for local and tourism to eat there...restaurant, warung makan, kedai apa deeh...
I remember one place, warung makan di depan RSU Palembang where I ate pempek and particularly the es blimbing....slurp so so good...I was little on that moment...
The other place mostly visited and recommended is Mie celor 26...at 26 Ilir district if I'm not forget...hehe stupid me...I don't even know where's the way in that city. Anyway the food is so so so tasty, sedaaaaaaaaaaap deh mienya ...kyaaaaaaaaa kriuk2 lg...
and there are many places to eat pempek of course...for example near the Cinde market...the pempek sell here is far more delicious than in other area but i think now there are many good restaurants for pempek in Jakarta ...
and yess almost forget to eat udang satang....a very very big shrimp fist which the taste after being cooked soooo sooo tasty....!!!waaaaaaaaaa udh deeh enough bisa2 gw sakit peruuut...!!! mommyyyyy miss u.....!!! (anak mama bgt)) heuheueheueuue......

Aaaaaaaaaaarggggh wtf.....prof taeeeeeeeeeee....
I did the exam of engineering geology...I have studied for it seriously...I studied even with Cynthia...we spent hours discussed about it...Actually I'm pretty sure to pass this exam..
After last year so so not in the mood phase...I mean studying engineering subject very very hard...
If you dont have very very big motivation and determination for your study well its like climbing the slippery slope....
For the exam I was so disappointed with prof,
First we did the written test and who passed the test can take the oral. Jreeeeng...show time...oral exam. When the other students did they turn he asked them several questions and if they are wrong he will change the topics, so nicee...!!!
But when my turn and it was the 2 from the last one, because I came late to the class in the morning, he simply asked me one F question and that was not a normal question...he showed me a picture from a book which for sure I convinced myself that I never seen it before!! Actually I managed to answer several questions related with the picture...but he didnt seem satisfied with my answer. When I asked him for another topics he just didnt want to...So he asked me to do the exam again caxxoo....
He said I dont have to take again the written only the oral...well for me is not enough I feel I got treated not fair by him,,,I heard the last student who did the exam also failed to pass the oral, he said the prof was tired so he told him to take again the exam...heeeeeee??

2 days without electricity!!! my flat was like cemetery, my landlord never checked the mailbox for the letter of the bill. Maybe he's busy...anyway he fixed it today after yesterday I sent sms and he tried to solve it but it's too late. In the morning he called me and said everything will be back to normal. Hehh...nevertheless I must spent the night at Cynthia flat, charged my battery of notebook.
It's very usual in my country to have powerloss like this, but here ?? not a common thing...
Actually it's not a problem because I can still use the stove since it used gas as a heating source.
It's terrible at the night actually, It was rainy, dark, I didn't have an umbrella, my flatmate lost my umbrella. I was planning to wait until the rain was over. But this goddamn rain never stop. I used my lighter and handphone as light source. Nobody at home, I was totally alone, alone in the dark...maybe if I'm a girl I will cried heheh...but I'm a survivor. There is no ghost here, I never afraid of ghost, and I think Italian ghost not as scary as Indonesian ghost hehehe...I just afraid of myself...I can't even see myself...
After having dinner and grabbed my hat and packed my notebook. I can't stand without electricity...it was sooo boring. I cant use internet and watched the Euro match. So I went to Cynthia flat...hehehe sorry Cyn for bothering you in the night..don't blame me, but my landlord and his stupidity.
I'm thinking it just 2 days...what about we live in a place without electricity...the whole time. Not too extreme maybe, what if we got lost in island for example...where there is nothing there..no food...no water...no electricity which means no internet, no phone, no tv etc...better be dead instantly!
Are we strong enough to survive facing this kind of situation?? I don't think soo...so God please enlighten me, don't let your poor creature stay in the dark!!! hehehe apa siiiih.??!

Naaaaaaaah, kemaren ada kejadian seru di flat..flatmate gw Ale n Yasser pada berantem tem tem..
Hehe...I mean ga enak jg siiih sebenernya...Kejadiannya simple sebenernya n cerita lama. Semua gara2 sampah gt. Udah 2 minggu sampah ga ada yg buang!!! mana pk ditaroo di balkon lg...!!! ck2...pada komplain semua org2 depan flat. Gimana ga, pemandangan flat yg bagus2 karena ibu2 tua yg naro bunga di balkon rusak gara2 flat gw yg beda sendiri...isinya thrash bag boow...wakakkak
Pertama sih Yasser masukin ke ruang makan, trus pas gw pulang gw tanya ke dia kok ada thrash bag di situ, dia bilang di komplain ama ibu2 depan kamarnya....

Okay abis itu flashback dulu, sebelumnya gw sama ale udah bersihin dapur ama ruang makan 2 minggu lalu, mestinya sih Yasser hrs bersihin bathroom, tp ga tau knp dia ga bersih2an jg. Gw udh bilang ama dia tp dia bilang dia udh sering bersihin jd ga mau deh diaa. Laaaah kok gt???
Ga dia jg siih Ale jg orgnya amppuuuuun deh ga teratur n ga bersih...abis makan jarang di cuci piring, kadang tempat masak pasta yg segede gaban di bawa ke kamarnya...bingunglah gw nyariin buat masak,, mana pk dikonci lg kmarnya and dia pergi. Trus pernah dia make piso dapur ampe tiga biji dibawa masuk kamar!!! sadiss jg tuuuh org ga pernah mikirin org kyknya. Pokoknya IMO dia paling ancur deeeh diantara kita bertiga. Klo gw??!! hmm, rajiin dong...hahaha ga jg kadang sering lp nyuci piring abis makan...tp biasa kl yaaa??

Balik lg ke kejadiannya, Ale ngadu ke gw, Yasser musti bersihin bathroom...dia minta tolong temenin dia pas ngomong ke Yasser. Hahahaa minta beking yaaa?? ok2, dia ngerasa kl banyak salah jg ahahahah...trus ya udah akhirnya gw turun tangan deh,,,heheh kyk bos aja gw...
Gw ngomong ke Yasser (tuk yg ke 2 kali) dia harus bersihin bathroom soalnya Ale ngadu ke gw n he's got the point kita udah bersihin bagian laennya. Ehh Yasser malah bilang it's not my turn..i don't want to clean it!!! Haaaa??!! abis itu Ale langsung nyelak dia bilang kita udah bersihin semua tinggal dia bersihin bathroom. Tp Yasser tetep aja ga mau, ya udah deh mulaaai perang mulut...akhirnya Yasser kesel langsung nutup pintu kamar dia braaakkkk....Ale jg panas niih...dia ambil aer trus disiram ke pintu kamar Yasser crooot....croottt...croottttt.....abis itu dia ambil sampah di ruang makan....sambil ngeluarin semua kata2 sampah,,dia lempar deh thrash bag ke kamar Yasser....gw ngeliatnya langsung kagettt...haaaaaaa....gilaaaa jg nih bocah!!! Abis itu dia mencak2 n ke dapur ambil tempat masak nasi nya Yasser trus dibuang ke balkon...!!!! Masih panaas dia sambil marah2 bolak balik gedor2 kamarnya Yasser....well gw diem aja...mang tu org bedua udh kagak akur dari lamaa...Figli di puttanaaaaaaa ...kt Ale ke Yasser...... go back to your country,,,!!!! waduh2 gw denger nya antara kaget, serem and mo ketawa jg....sinting jg gw!!! mana dia ngomong kenceng bgt lg teriak2 gt..keluar semua tetangga!

Ya udah deh, gw bilang ke Ale ntar gw coba ngomong lg ke Yasser spy dia bersihin bathroomnya..ale bilang I hate him so much, I'll kill him,,I'll kill him!!! Waaaaaaaaaa..makin seru nih, I mean serem jg boww...ya udh mending gw langsung masukin semua piso ke lemari biar jaga2 drpd pada tusuk2an ntar....bisa2 nyate gw disiniii....hahahahh..

Gw sebenernya prihatin jg siih...tp gimana gw orgnya serba salah, susah gw buat ngepush orang...I mean, gw sih bisa aja belain salah satu and yg pasti gw jd penentu nantinya...2 lawan 1 mau ga mau hrs nurut yg minoritas...abis itu tinggal bilang ke landlord...out deh tuuh org..tp hmm...gw ga tega...ni dia kelemahan gw. Gw ngerti sih kadang mereka kyk nuntut gw in charge gt di flat mungkin mereka pikir gw netral. Tp gw orgnya jg maleesss...hahahah, maksud gw ga bs konsisten...pikiran gw kemana2 ga bisa fokus ama satu masalah doang.
Gw serba di tengah jg, dr segala segi...umur...kamar...judgement...pusssiiiiiing jg gw...mana dua2nya baek lg ama gw.....mending gw aja kl yg cabut yaaa??tp tiap kl gw pergi keluar pasti salah satu ikut pergi jg...hmm klo gw pindah flat lg bisa2 kosong jg nih flat..tp bingung mo pindah kemana lg ???!!

Sudah laaah...tohh gw jg bayar disini...paling ntar klo ada apa2 lg gw bilang ama mister Pini ( yg punya) At the moment everything quite here. Ale pergi ga pulang2 kemana tauu...Yasser makin aneh deh...nongkrong di kamar mulu nonton pilem2 jadul...ya udh gpp yg penting gw bisa tenang...sepoi..sepoii...ngantuk jg niiih..mending gw mimpiin cew kl heheheheee

Yesterday I had an appointment at Questura(Police station) to make photo and fingerprint. Finally, after I waited more than one year since I submitted my renewal application for permesso di soggiorno. Actually it was not that long for the appointment. They gave me an appointent last year at July, but because I already come back to my country I couldn't make it. So after that I must wait for another appointment.
At the day, I checked my documents which I should give to them. All of them were ready, but one document missing. My insurance card from ASL. Actually I had an insurance card to go to the doctor in case I'm sick. I made the card one year ago, but because I never used it, I never checked it, and bad luck! is expired :(
I have to cancel the appointment...shit, after all, I'm worry about my permesso...I don't want to wait again for it...without it I can't go outside Italy. I don't want stuck in this country...I really want to go to another place in Europe this summer.
Because of the insurance card I decided I must make a new one. So I went to ASL office near Questura. I entered the building...many people inside from child, teen, middle age and old. I must take the number and wait untill my turn to go the counter. While waiting for my turn I saw the list of doctor who lived near my flat. The list is on the wall, I saw it and chose 3 doctors near my flat. After that I saw the display board...okay it was almost my turn. But after that I feel something wrong...from the 4 counters display I saw my number was never displayed. Hehhh??!! they jumped my number ???!! ooh shit, or maybe I didn't noticed it before while I saw the list of the doctor. Well, so I decided to take another number and to wait again. I watched my surrounding, the people come and go, why there were so many people go this building?? Are all of them sick?? Hmmm...I feel lucky I never sick here in Italy..I mean not like a serious illness, I just had flu sometimes and it didnìt need to visit the doctor. I saw the weather was rainy, it happened along the week. I saw a kid come near me, watched at me and smile...what do you want kiddo? what did you think of me??!! I thought maybe he would like to play with me...hehehe not today maybe, I must take care my insurance card and hopefully can go to questura even it was already late. But wait, I saw my friend Gianfranco sat and waited for his turn..well I didn't know his presence before. So I came to him and spoke to him. He was sick, got allergy for the flower..so he would like to go the doctor..but because his card expired he must make a new one. After that I saw the display number, not long for my turn.
But for a second time I shocked, wth with my number?,it never appeared...oh shiit not again I missed my number...Gianfranco asked my number and he thought the same thing, and after that when his turn come...hmm...I said, no I dont want to wait again!!! So I came to the counter of Gianfranco and said to him, I need to make another card, I can't wait anymore. He understood and told the counter person about it also he helped me to explain about the information. It seemed there is a new rule to make the new card. The person told me to wait she must asked this matter to her superior and she said she'll contact me if she has news about it. Well shittt, I must wait again..but I hope I can have my permesso before the summer holiday.

Along this week I didn't do too much activities. Like as usual go to university which is still the same, the students, class room, prof a lil' bit boring from day to day..hehehh. In the afternoon I always went out to the lake..very boring in the flat. Sometimes I went out alone with my bike, riding and riding see the people feel the sunshine, the summer air hot hot and hot. It's good for my skin, recently it getting more2 white...not really white actually more like very very light brown. Now i'm looklike a chinese hehehhe. The other time I went out with my friends for jogging...been a long time I didn't jogging...well I don't really need to do it actually. My weight not really over the limit, lack of fat actually hehhheh...anyway I just go jogging with my friends. It good really, I mean very good to be honest...make you relax, have fun with jokes along the road. But we need to improve the quality of it. We're starting running, but after 10 minutes or less we stopped and the ran again..not very long stopped again...looking left or right saw the view of the lake..girls boys etc unimportant objects...joking...run again...not in constant period. Gosh !!! what a bunch of amateur...not serious...full of craps.....hehehehhh (maybe it was what the people thinking of us). However, better than nothing, we had an exercise!!!
On the way home I stopped by to several ice cream stores, asking wheter they're looking for a man for part time job in summer..basicly the answers are the same...leave your number and we'll contact you if we need you...! hehhehh what a promise...suuuuuuuuuucckss !!! this city not really a good place for finding a job!! Also before, I tried to ask a part time job to McDonalds...they gave me a form to fill in and ask me for my CV...they said they'll contact me if they need a person for a job...but till now nothing happened..just bullshit!!!
My friend from university said, yes2 it's very hard for foreign student finding a job..even part time job..because even the Italian people also hard to finding a job here...well..at least I tried. It's better to concentrate with the course at university..
Well, to be honest right now I'm not feeling really like to study of my subject...I don't know why..I'm losing my interest...and then my motivation...I mean still have the responsible to study but at the moment I feel boring with all of this...ooh I hope this just temporary...I cannot afford to abandon my study here...I mean I don't know any other alternative to do....well not really actually. For the past few days I liked to read about history and politics...hehehhh very strange right?? Maybe because I often saw the news of the election in states...rivalry between Barrack Obama and Hillary Clinton... well I must admitt it's very interesting to see their campaign through many states in US. Interesting fact is Barrack Obama spend his childhood several years in Jakarta...studied in one of elementary school in Menteng...hehehhh how come?? I just followed my curiosity reading his profile and then another candidate profile and then become interesting in politics hehehee...well I know it's not a strong reason to study politic though.
Anyway I was thinking what if I become a politician, am I good enough?? Do I have passion in it??I mean I dont have any background in politic before...maybe one thing, I liked to read newspapers when I was I child...reading the news..but if I remember the first page I read about sport not politic hahahaaa...
Politic is very confusing, some people said it's dirty, full of manipulation and intrics...but, haven't we all ? we did it in our life??..not only in politics....economy, law, artist, etc ...what a crazy world we livin' in......better be an ordinary person...have a family....decent job, well paid...have kids...life happily...died in peace go to hell upps I mean heaven hehhehehhh what a everyone's dream.

ps: my flatmate said better go to hell than heaven...heaven is boring!!! he said, there is no club,party,alkohol,bitches,etc that make you happy ehehhehe....what a crazy guy, definitely a hell citizen later hahahahahahhaaa....

I have one unique flatmate..his name Alessandro, or just called him Ale....he is younger than me...a wild dog...indeed!!!
He used to wear only underwear in the flat..not only in his room I mean, to the bathroom, taking food in kitchen and the worst entering my room.
I mean okaay2...I'm not a gay, but see him just in piece (underwear) and wandering around my room,,ooh gosh...weeeeekk....pleaseeeeeee
And, even my friend know him, because when we're using webcam..he just entered my room without knocking before (with underwear only) and suddenly my friend shocked...whooo is thatt guy ???!!! hauhaahaauha.....what a crazy dude !!!!
Two days ago he entered my room (still only with underwear) bringing his laptop and with confidently told me, "hey you know what...I just made a sex video...!!! see now...!!! I mean,,,wtf with this person...hell I care for it..so, but with curiosity I watched it... ;P
Today he entered again my room..informed...man I just have sex on webcam with a girl who I met from internet...we did the bla...bla...bla... I mean come on...two days in a row for sex...what a machine!!!I think sex is the only thing in his brain...
Btw I think maybe I should called him si kolor item (the color of his underwear) similar with the famous Indonesian criminal several years ago

All day long rainy..I went to the university to the lab at 3.2 for River Basin Management course. The course consists two parts which is the theory and project. The teacher is Prof. Bianchi, a middle age old man..honestly the way he speaks and delivering the material is very boring..I mean most of the lesson also boring despite the way the prof teach us. This person speaks so slow..maybe to be careful and it makes his voice like a wave and this make me, hmm...I dont know with the other student, but for me I feel very2 sleepy to hear his lesson.

To keep alive ..I chatted with my friends, our main topic today was the act of Indonesian
government to block the access for youtube, rapidshare, multiply, myspace . I mean, this was as a respond on Fitna movie, a provocative movie made by a dutch Geert Wilders. This movie telling us about the Islamic ideology based on Al-Qur'an which is used by Muslim to act and react in their life...like killing other non Islam people is legal according to Qur'an, to establish Islam as the world religion, the spreading of Islamic ideology in the world.

What the director message for making this movie is the western people must be aware of Islamic ideology movement in Europe and America. He fears someday this will be like a Nazi or Communist, and he also give the example from the world and from his country in Netherland.

I mean, well it's a controversial movie..the movie is short, but it just make a story about Islam behaviour and make image of Islam as a dangerous religion who wants to conquer the world..
I mean it's a free world, every person has their right to express what he/she thinking about something like making a movie..but he/she must be aware about the consequency like pros and cons or the reaction from the public..I'm thinking maybe this person has another reason for making this movie..he won't be stupid enough to attract the angry from Muslim people, or maybe he just another middle man..there another actor behind this ?? who knows...God knows for sure...if you believe in God..

PHISHING SUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE WORST THING IN THE WORLD!!!

- AND I'M so STUPID -

One thing new in MotoGP 2008 season, it started at Qatar and it turned to be a night race!
I mean, well it's really something new in MotoGP. Before I'd rather skeptical about night race.
We all know this is a sport where speed is the main factor,so vision is very vital for the racer.
Just one blink of your eyes can make a difference between life and death.
I remember back then, when I was in high school. One night I went hanging out to a cafe in Taman Ria with my friends.
I felt very tired that night..I believed it was a hard day, actually I'm forget what I had done before night. I drank alcohol..not too much though. And after we finished and wanna come back,
my friend warned me, because he knew me that I'm tired and a little drunk, not to drive.
But I insisted I wanna to come back home! So I drove that night alone to my home...and to make thing even worse...the rain start falling...ouchh. I felt very tired that time to drive my. I knew I should listen to my friend advice.
But, I cannot stop...so I turned up the radio sound very hard...try not to sleep while driving. At first It seemed useful enough. After about 15 minutes, I watched the road was very empty, it was 5 am I think...it was cold and I drove like without anything to care. I mean the toll road empty, I run my car stable around 60 km/hour...there were no traffic light...no sound...the only sound I heard was the rainfall...and not even I did braking. This situation just hypnotize me to sleep...so the thing that I never want to dream about was happened...I slept while driving!
It wasn't long time I closed my eyes...and I awoke again...try to hold my consciousness...and I started to close my eyes again a few seconds...I awoke again...slept again...it happened several times until suddenly...haha.................... worst part was......shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...YES I hit a car in front of me. Oucchh...uppsss... it took 5 seconds for me too realised until I turned the wheel driver and made my car released from the butt of that poor car!!!
So based on my experienced, I know the vision of the driver and the surrounding area where you see while you are driving are very important. I mean we're talking here about a motor race with average speed around 167 km/hour rolling in the night!If we're thinking from another............
anyway to be continued...I feel sleepy now!!!

I went out with my friends from university. This was really the last weekend before we start the new semester. We decided to have aperitivo, so we walked to the city center to a bar.
We were 7 person in total...3 boys and 4 girls. To make it short, we just entered and ordered drink.
Because it was all about, sit and drink. I ordered a drink called Sangria, just wanna try it.
It's wine based drink added by fruit ..the color is maroon, a very2 dark maroon and the taste...well not really sweet but I liked the fruit anyway.
After 2 hours, we went to another bar near lago di Como. We chose to sit outside since the weather was not really cold, it was already entering the spring. I sat in the sofa, watch the clear sky and the view of lago, then I lighted my smoke. We weren't really talked too much..just enjoying the time.
Once again I ordered a drink, this time I tried the martini..Davidoff Martini exactly the name.
It a simple martini but they put one single home-maded cigarette on the edge of the glass...pretty cool huhh!

If I want to describe my life lately, everything aren't going very well...
One day I woke up late, I needed to catch the train to Milan to take my scholarship...so I just jumped to my bike and rode to the station. Just I few meter when I want to pass the railway..suddenly the long rail gate was moving down and blocked my way.
So that's how my life right now...being delayed, in many things...f*cked up as my flatmate said once... ;P
- I haven't take the scholarship yet...must wait another week... :(
- I haven't take 2 exams because .... oohh I don't want to talk about exam now...university sucks
- I haven't received the router which I'm being promised last week to receive it
- I haven't received the memory I bought from ebay yet..
- I haven't watch all the movies which I already downloaded...however this isn't really bad !!

Okay this sound like another boring story about me. I mean, I just thinking about myself, me...yes sir!!! myself??!!!
At the moment, I try to remember about myself...the things I've done in the past...the way I dealed with problem....my behaviour keep changing from time to time
If I want to try to describe myself...hmm...let me say that one thing just crossed my mind....I'm thinking of a person who has so many curiosities...who wants to know a lot of things....who wants to learn anything he desired or attracted to. This just like two sides of sword...it can be useful if you can handle everything, I mean to manage everything in balance. The important thing which can be a problem is time. You'll have to let your time taken for something that you never plan before which is it just happen spontaneously.
I don't know why this can happen, maybe from my personality. To make everything easier to understand, it's like to have a side race apart from the main one. So, instead I focus on the main race, my energy and attention flow to another race beside it..but still hold for the main one.
I mean in reality it's like when I did one job/task for example ,maybe college, I have another thing which attracted my attention which I must share my time and sometimes make me lack of time.
To be good, it can make me to become a more colourful person. I know many things...I have more knowledge and experience. But sometimes it makes me not focus on my objective. My mind is wondering everywhere, spread to many sides like throwing water baloon to the wall. It hard for me to pull it back, to gather all of the information I had, eventhough I realized most of it is useful..I have hard time to process it for my benefit. It's like I try to collect every pieces of puzzle and to arrange it to make it a picture. It takes time though for sure..a lot of...and obviously time is always againts me.

I need to control myself...focus on my objective...be relax....I wish this can be as easy as I write now...

GODDD !!! PLEASE CLOSE MY EYES, I WANT TO SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP !!!!!!!

I have gathered my motivation back again .... I thought from now on everything will be better than before .... but it's not an easy road .... now I face another situation with two very important things .... academic and relationship. The last once seems rather not too important but it holds great influence for me. Since I lived not in my own home again I feel like I 'm totally alone .... not really but .... anyway I still have friends here too .... but I think there is something missing in my social life which make me passed day by day mostly in front of my notebook rather than going out with my friends
Still it's not really different though ... I can communicate with them using internet ...but...but..but it's different .... everything changing .... me, my friends, my family.... all of them

Almost the end of this month, next month is the exam season ... i hope i can pass all the exams that i take. I need to focus and concentrate ... help me God !!!

Morning has come. It snowy everywhere. The snow was falling from the sky.
I went to out, walked, felt the air. It was not very cold and not hot either, for sure. This was better than the very cold wind which happened often before snow fall.
As far as I can see only white. The road, car on parking, trees, field all covered by white pulver of snow.
It took 20 minutes to the station. I reached it, bought the ticket and waited for the train. There was not so many people there, maybe they were still at home. Anyway the train has arrived, I went up onboard. I sat, without noticed any other person near me. So I started to sleep.
After about 30 minutes, I woke up, felt hungry, but there is no food which I had in my bag. It was only my old bag filled with no eatable things.
At last, the train arrived at the final station. It stopped, I jumped out, following my feeling to look for the nearest foodstand. I bought a sandwich, brios and a cup of hot tea.
Okay the weather still cold, eventhough I already wear a jacket and a nice-small warm syal. Keep going I said to myself. I took again the metro train, red line, after several station I get out.
I found my friend has waited for quite a while. We walked to the apartment, met other friend of mine, we spoke bla..bla...bla, we ate together, than we spoke more interesting thing, we were laughing sometimes, stopped, spoke again for a short time and then silence. Finally I said that I must be going, then I said goodbye to them. I think we'll meet again soon.

The third day of the new year. I begin to write again. I wish this year better than the last year, I really need improvements in my life.
I'll see this year, how this year will pass.
The fact is this year I moved to another apartment, I have new friends, neighbourhood, place to live which is closer to university, compare to my old apartment. So, in this way I hope I can save time travel to campus.
However the important thing is about my study, I hope I can finish it this year, although, well let's say it's not gonna be easy job to do.
Once again, I'll see about it during this year progress

Still, Happy New Year 2008!!!