Reconstructed Soul

GODDD !!! PLEASE CLOSE MY EYES, I WANT TO SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP !!!!!!!

I have gathered my motivation back again .... I thought from now on everything will be better than before .... but it's not an easy road .... now I face another situation with two very important things .... academic and relationship. The last once seems rather not too important but it holds great influence for me. Since I lived not in my own home again I feel like I 'm totally alone .... not really but .... anyway I still have friends here too .... but I think there is something missing in my social life which make me passed day by day mostly in front of my notebook rather than going out with my friends
Still it's not really different though ... I can communicate with them using internet ...but...but..but it's different .... everything changing .... me, my friends, my family.... all of them